took the pill. survived the day. now it’s time for the fuzzy tiredness of the aftermath.
I can feel the panic attack coming in and oh man it’s going to be a doozy. Do I take a klonopin now to try to head it off, knowing that the pill will make me fuzzy at work? Or should I just let nature run its course. I guess I should probably take the pill and risk the fuzziness, huh?
My chest and back have been hurting for the past few days. It’s not a terrible pain, maybe a 5/10 at its very worst but usually hovering around 3. It feels like my rib cage needs to fall apart. So freakin strange. Gonna try to go back to bed now, but… It hurts and I can’t find any position that feels okay. D:
when i’m in the middle of a chat and i block you on aim, and then you start calling and i ignore your calls, or decline them, or answer and say “i don’t want to talk to you right now” and then hang up, it means I DON’T FUCKING WANT TO TALK RIGHT NOW.
WHY DON’T YOU PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN SOMETHING HURTS, I’M ALLOWED TO BE UPSET BY IT.
The fancy cars, the women and the caviar, you know who we are, cause we pimpin...– Jay Gatsby
There comes a point when you just love someone. Not because they’re good, or...– Laurell K. Hamilton (Incubus Dreams)
A tree fell on my house last night. →
Everybody is okay, and there doesn’t seem to be a whole lot of damage to the house. Now we just wait for the tree guys, so we can tell the extent of the damage for sure.
HP cast sums up their HP experience in one word →
You need to take the lovely wife to the beach near your hotel tonight right...– The mayor of America’s third largest city, doling out advice to my friend, who works for him and is on his honeymoon. (via strawberryslady) RAHM WITH IT. (via ohhhkay)
what the fuck am i supposed to think.
Reblog if you actually did read all 7 Harry Potter...
Everybody get up, it’s time to slam now. We got a real jam goin’ now. Welcome to...– Gustav Holst (via historysaidwhat)
Look, guys. No matter what a girl does, no matter how she’s dressed, no matter...– Vice President Joe “the BAMF” Biden, in a speech launching the federal government’s campaign to fight sexual violence on college campuses (via girl-non-grata)
not even gonna finish this drink. my plans to be reckless tonight were, clearly, not achieved. i can’t even succeed when i’m TRYING to be irresponsible!! it’s probably for the best, as i barely slept at all last night and i do open in the morning. but that’s not for another.. 9.5 hours. lol. so i go sleep now. it was fun(?) while it lasted. goodnight.
the drinky kd show is already losing its appeal and i’m only 1.5 drinks in i can tell that if i were to get drunk tonight it would be a crying drunk and i don’t fucking feel like doing that tonight so i’ll just stop after i finish this one and call it done. have i mentioned recently how much i hate?
stellaphilia asked: 6
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ohhhkay: still need to find Klaine fic. too scared to dive into archiveofourown alone. here bb i found this for you http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7019292/1/Talk
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